[The urge to fidget was intense, but he managed to refrain, only shifting slightly on his feet.]

First, circumstances weren't exactly... good for me to say anything before arriving here. I would not declare myself family just to die. [He shook his head and his shoulders drooped, just a little.]

Sensei might have suspected, though I never told him, or your mother, yet. That's part of why I need to talk to her.